in her eyes were words,

in her words were magic,

i got lost in her magic,

in a dazzle.

i looked at her,

she looked at me,

and there came the problem,

she became my destiny,

she became my goal.

my heart never felt like this before,

but whoever did this gave me a beautiful dream,

my eyes,

are only fixed upon her,

without asking her,

i jus made her mine.

now dying is easier than living,

i've lost myself completely.

my heart wonders,

if u are as pretty as a blossom,

or like the smooth flow of the streams,

or to find u in one sweet corner of my dreams.

my heart sways gently,

ever so slowly,

why it sways,

i do not know.

this is so true

How You Live Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.

You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

why did you break my heart,

why did i fall in love,

why did you go away, away,away..

why did i give you my heart,

when you had to break it in the end,

why did you be with me,

when you had to turn your back on me this way.

my condition

the girl i love,

has broken my heart.

yes, this is the consequence of love,

she has left me shattered.

when a glass breaks,

everyone hears it,

but when my heart breaks,

no one cares.

i'm going crazy beacause of her love,

i live because her memories,

i die because of her love,

she does not care,

what condition i'm in,

she's too cruel to care,

no matter how much i try to explain to her,

she wont bother to listen.

her ways are so cruel,

she has left me shattered.

like she has left my nights sleepless,

should i do the same?

should i pray that she will suffer in someone's love too?

she has made me suffer,

am i suppose to do the same?

after setting my life on fire,

she lives in peace.

all the time,

the only person i think of,

has left me with nothing,

yes this is the consequence of love,

i'll just have to live with it.

31 july

how do i live without you,

i do not know.

i cant put my heart to anything,

without you around.

how do i tell you,

what life would be without you.

like a punishment,

or a curse.

i have decided that,

i do not want to live without you.

but i haf to.

2nd july

Your dating personality profile:
You matched the following traits:
Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Practical - You are a down-to-earth individual who is not impressed with material excess. You care about the stuff of like that really matters.
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

Your date match profile:
You match with women who have following traits:
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Traditional - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.
Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps her body in top shape.

Your Top Ten Traits, Ranked
1. Athletic
2. Practical
3. Big-Hearted
4. Liberal
5. Religious
6. Traditional
7. Shy
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Adventurous
10. Romantic

Your Top Ten Match Traits, Ranked
1. Religious
2. Traditional
3. Athletic
4. Practical
5. Big-Hearted
6. Intellectual
7. Romantic
8. Shy
9. Adventurous
10. Wealthy/Ambitious

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. abhishek
2. abhi
3. Kermit?
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. abidas
2. abhishek
3. Kermit?
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. hair
3.
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. weight
2. height
3. physique
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. thai
2. Singaporean
3. indian
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. snakes
2. My dad!
3. hurting others
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. GOD FAMILY FRENS
2. FOOD
3. sleep
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY NON-ESSENTIAL FOR LIFE ESSENTIALS:
1. movies
2. computer
3. HPTHREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
(but not only)1. tee
2. shorts
3. glasses
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. Westlife(is it a sin to like boy-bands?)
2. eminem
3. THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. My love
2. The reason
3. Lose yourself
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. God
2. lotsa fun! talking comfortably abt personal stuff and being open
3. trust, and lotsa love.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE :
1. i love my family
2. i love watching movies
3. i have many friends
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. height ( like 1.65)
2. figure (36-24-36)
3. smile
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Watching movies
2. Listening to my princess
3. Serving others
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. see my princess
2. see my cousins
3. Watch rocky!
THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. pilot
2. doctor
3. lawyer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. australia
2. switzerland
3. Manchester(jus to watch man u live in action)
THREE KID’S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. dylan
2. Abhishek(haha)
3.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. Serve my parents
3. Be rich!
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. By birth
2. I love playing soccer
3. I work out(ok well sometimes)
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. No way(I hope)
2. No way(I hope)
3. No way(I hope)
THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. Angelina jolie
2. Nicole kidman(well last time)
3. Natalie portman(really depends on her dressing)T
HREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Someone’s that alr taken it
2. amy
3. alice